Hank Aaron

November 9, 2006

The happiest moment of my childhood came during a game between my little league team, the Mets, and the usually dominant Yankees, coached by aforementioned future convicted pederast Mick Lewis. Mick’s Yankees had won the league title the first three years I’d been in little league while my team had gone 9-6, 6-9, and 6-9, two of the losses each year horrific blowouts at the hands of the Yankees. There was no such thing as a mercy rule back then, so they beat the shit out of us until it got too dark to see, final scores usually somewhere in the neighborhood of 37-2.

Mick was revered as a great teacher of the game. His team was always getting the jump on everybody else, having preseason training camps inside gymnasiums during those neverending weeks in Vermont when the calendar says spring but snow and freezing rain keep pounding down. Mick was dedicated, even umpiring all the games his team wasn’t playing in, which probably also allowed him to probe for weaknesses among the opposition. Contrary to the cliched image of the dominant, red-faced, win-at-all-costs little league dictator, Mick was actually quite soft-spoken and mild, though he also was able to carry an air of authority about him. All the kids who weren’t on his team wished they were.

But the real key to his success, at least in the commonly held view, which mixed admiration with envy, was that unlike other little league managers who just picked names out of a hat when it came time to draft new 8-year-olds every year, Mick “scouted.” I was never exactly sure what this scouting entailed, but of course it creeps me out to recall my vague conception of it: Mick pulling up to playgrounds and parking, his car idling as he looked out from beneath his cool flip-down sunglasses in hopes of spotting some “natural talent.” And of course it creeps me out even further to remember that on numerous occasions I’d wished that I’d been one of his “finds.”

Anyway, in my fourth year, which would turn out to be another 6–9 trudge for the Mets, Mick’s team suddenly got terrible, though somehow even this got framed in professional-seeming terms, the Yankees “rebuilding” instead of just sucking. I guess Mick’s scouting had temporarily failed him. Who knows, maybe he had tried to break certain habits for a while, vowing to himself to stay away from playgrounds. All I know is we finally got our chance to kick their ass. The happiest moment of my childhood occurred during the first of these whuppings.

I hit a ball over the leftfield fence.

In my little league, to hit a home run was to become a made man. Every year, only a handful of guys managed it, each of them instantly becoming little league famous. My hallowed older brother had hit two in his final year on the Mets two years earlier, but since he was a lot bigger and better than me at sports and since I wore glasses (nobody who hit home runs wore glasses) I always assumed such a thing was beyond my reach. Though I was an OK hitter for batting average, I’d never even hit a ball off the fence. But I guess that at-bat against the sucking Yankees provided the perfect storm–a straight medium-fast pitch right down the middle from a talented but spindly 8-year-old, Mike LaRoque, a good swing by me, and about an inch clearance both over the chain-link leftfield fence and to the right of the short metal foul pole. The more mythic little league heroes pounded their homers into the river a hundred feet beyond the centerfield fence, but so what? If I knew anything from my baseball cards it was that a home run was a home run.

I remember not really understanding what had happened until I saw the first-base ump circling his finger in the air, the sign for the runner to “touch them all.” I staggered around the bases with a huge dumb grin on my face, and at home plate all my teammates mobbed me.

We pounded the Yankees so badly that I came up again that same inning. As I was about to dig in for the first pitch I heard someone calling to me from the shadows behind the chicken wire covering the opposing dugout. It was Mick.

“Josh,” Mick said. “Hey, Josh.” I turned toward the Yankee dugout.

“No batter here, right, Josh?” Mick said, showing me his in-joke, only-for-the-made-guys smile.

I promptly popped out to the second baseman, ending the inning.

In Pagan Kennedy’s new novel, Confessions of a Memory Eater, a disgruntled 40-year-old history professor experiments with a new drug that allows him to return with total clarity to any moment in his past. I have no doubt that if I ever got a chance to use this drug my first stop would be the day I hit a home run. I’d start the memory as I was walking to the plate and end it before my next at-bat, before my name was on Mick Lewis’s tongue, before my life of mostly popping out to second base resumed. I’d end it with me stomping on home plate as my teammates laughed and screamed and pummeled me.

In other words, I’d go back to the one slim beautiful moment when I was somehow miraculously Hank Fucking Aaron.



  1. 1.  3 comments from old CG site:

    Pete said…
    Way to toot your own horn, boss.
    …I mean what are blogs for, anyway?

    Incidentally, I myself hit a Home Run once in Little League for my team, the 0-11 “Angels.”

    It dribbled all the way to centerfield through about six opponents’ legs.

    3:53 PM

    Anonymous said…
    I liked readiung this one so much I forwarded it to a woman I work with.

    1:26 PM

    Max said…
    Man, I remember my only LL home run. I didn’t even think I hit it all that hard, I guess I just got the sweet spot and the wind did the rest.

    That kinda made up for the back to back 1-15 seasons.

    2:59 PM

  2. 2.  Where I grew up in Upstate NY, our Little League fields didn’t have fences. In fact, most of the high school fields didn’t either. Sure, they were well manicured but STILL they didn’t have fences. To this day, I never understood why.

    When I was about 12, two ‘travel’ teams were formed for my hometown. Interest in the town’s “official” Little League was waning as more kids were playing other sports (lacrosse?) or joining more competitive non-endorsed leagues. Both of these teams consisted of players who just signed up, not All-Stars. As such, we did not expect good results when we were scheduled to play other town’s All-Star teams around the county.

    Because we were traveling to other towns, we were given the chance to play on fields with fences. This was a real treat because just like any other kid, I dreamt of hitting one over the fence. I was not a power hitter by any means. I hit a few balls that rolled past the outfielders and used my speed to run out a home run or two, but I never had the pleasure of trotting around the bases and being ‘the man’ for a moment.

    My team, the Orioles, had a game scheduled against one of the more athletic towns’ All-Star team. We kept the game close, surprisingly, and by the end of the 5th inning were only down by 1 run. The other team’s coach decided in the top of the 6th inning that it was time to bring in his closer. You could tell by the hometown fans’ applause that this guy was well liked and probably pretty good. He came in and quickly disposed of the first two hitters with 6 blazing, but straight heaters. I was the next guy up.

    Earlier in the game, the players on the opposing team made some jokes about the way I pulled my pants above my stir-ups. I said that it was just the way George Brett did it. That did nothing to win their favor. When my turn came to the plate, I tried to maintain my composure. STRIKE ONE! the Ump yelled. I stepped out of the batters box and told myself that if I just timed my swing a second earlier that I could hit the ball. Next pitch — fastball on the outside corner — WHAMMY! I took a hard swing and as I was running towards first base saw the ball disappear into the sunlight and just over the fence. After I crossed homeplate I turned back to look at the pitcher who stood there in disbelief. The dorky kid with high stir-ups had just taken him deep. Few moments in my life have ever given me greater satisfaction.

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